Tony Pov
These last two months have been the most difficult that I have ever experienced all my life. It is due to many reasons. One is the fact that Mercy is a comma due to the woman that I knew as my mom all my life .
Two my relationship with Jackie. It is really being hard for me I am trying very hard for me .Every one will call me selfish but I really am not. All my time with Jackie is comforting her . Our s*x life has most phased out. I try as hard as I can to show as if all is okay yet in the actual sense all is not okay .
I had planed to propose to her on her graduation but all was stopped due to the too much drama that too place there.
I made sure that I keep it a secret from her since I didn't want her to be disappointed. I just wanted every thing to be a surprise. Hope I be
