Poseidon Choice of mates

NOT AGAIN

*** Chapter TEN *****

I see myself floating above everyone. I'm lost again. What the hell happened this time? How did I get back here? s**t is all i can think one moment i was sitting in Britten's lap talking to the Alpha. Next I'm back here. What did I do? Hello child, welcome back to the in between. Moon Goddess, what happened, how did I get here again and why do I know that I have been here before ? You are here to talk about your path. What do you mean by path? Child you have two mates and are the last Spirit walker. You are one of a kind. How does that have anything to do with my father? Yes, you have your father's abilities, but it is not your father's abilities that make you special, it is your mother.

I stood there looking at the moon, goodness lost on what to say. What do I say to her? How can I explain that I don't know who my father and mother are? Up until 5 minutes ago, I thought I was the daughter of a beta. You see,child, you are my child also and can move time and space. You can see mates, you can stop time, your powers are limitless if you think that you can do it, you can. But you will not unlock your other powers until you choose a mate and, as long as you choose the correct mate, you will get your powers, but if you choose wrong. You will only get your father's powers and mine will disappear for good.

I stood there lost for words again. That happens so much lately. How do I know who to choose? How do I know that I am making the correct choice in this matter? I have a thousand questions running through my head with no answers. She stands there and looks at me. I just smile and turn my head sideways and allow my hair to fall across my face to try to hide myself like a shield. She smiles and starts to laugh. She knows I am lost and do not know what to say. I, smile and say" can you help? How do i know what will be will i remember this when I go back and will I go back or am i stuck here forever?

Child just sit, there is so much more than the questions you are asking yourself. I walk towards the bench; it almost feels like it moves towards me and comes alive. It is so beautiful. It's made of green and yellow vines and pink flowers that seem to be blossoming. As I sit down, she smiles the brightest smile and I feel myself relax. I take a deep breath and think to myself how I feel so at home. She moves close and puts her hands on my face. I need you to listen to me, child, and think real hard about what you want more than anything. I want a mate, I want to find my dad and I want children. I want to live my life in peace. You can have all that child you just have to make the correct choice.

I take a deep breath and wonder what the correct choice is and how I will know what the correct choice is. The light starts to shine bright and I lose all the feeling in my hands and feet. They are tingling all over. I don't know what way to turn, how can I make the correct choice and what if i'm wrong. I have so many thoughts going through my head I can't breathe. I feel like I'm falling with no one there to catch me. How can I keep living like this when I don't know the right answer. I don't even know who I am. She just smiles and says stop worrying when the time comes you will know you will feel it child now it's time to go home before i can say another word she touches my head and i'm falling. I open my eyes to my dream well what i think is my dream i've been seeing him in my dreams for so long i can't tell if he is real or im asleep.

How are you feeling? Are you ok Sweet Emery. I can hear him say the words but I don't respond. I throw caution to the wind reach up run my hands through his hair. I can feel the electric current running through my body as I touch him. It's my dream right screw it i throw my lips onto his and kiss him like my life depends on it. I can taste the sweet and salty taste of his lips as his mouth consumes mine. There is noise in the background and I can hear people clearing their throats. Why would I hear that in my dream? I open my eyes still holding his lips to mine as i try to look sideways i almost jump but i am being held by two strong arms the arms of the man that makes my blood boil the arms of the man i see in my dreams Britten release my lips but before he does it he licks my outside of my lips with his tongue is so warm i can feel the juices forming in my lower area which is not good with a room full of male wolfs.

Britten stands still holding me but allows my feet to touch the floor. It's as if you could hear a pin drop touch the floor. I look around and everyone is looking at me. I just breathe. I hear in my head and I look up and he is talking to me in my head. I'll never get used to that, but I smile and say the only thing I can think of is to hold on to your seat baby. It's about to be a bumpy ride. He laughs so loud it almost takes me a second to realize that he is not laughing in my head. Everyone is staring at us, they don't understand what the joke is at all. Are you okay, Emery. I can hear Riddick say i turn to face him and just shake my head letting him know that i am ok

Now that we know she is ok can you tell me what happened Emery. Where did you go? I stare at the alpha and look him straight in the eyes and lie god do i lie. I can't remember alpha truth is i remember it all but how do i tell them the truth how do i tell them the Moon goddess is my mother and i have a choice to make. I look around the room and at all the faces and and take a deep breath moon goddess be with me now i'm going to need you more than ever.