Blood and Olives

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Three days passed without a word from him. I told myself I was relieved. That the silence was a gift, a reprieve, a chance to breathe without the weight of his gray eyes pressing against my skin.I was lying. Every morning, I walked to La Rosa dei Venti with my knife roll under my arm and my heart in my throat, half-expecting to find him waiting. In the kitchen. In the dining room. In the alley where the delivery trucks idled, their engines rumbling like warnings. He wasn't there. Chef Rizzo ran the kitchen with his usual volcanic fury. The line cooks whispered about the Don's business something in Palermo, something bloody, something that required his attention and his absence. I caught fragments: Vitale. Shipment. Two bodies. I should have been horrified. I was a chef, not a consigliere. Death was not supposed to touch my world except in the form of a poorly timed soufflé. But I found myself listening. Cataloging. Worrying. Stupid, I told myself as I deboned a turbot with surgical precision. He is not your concern. He is a client. A very dangerous client who kissed you once and then disappeared. The fish yielded to my knife, its spine separating from the flesh with a clean crack. I imagined it was Vitale. On the third evening, after service had ended and the kitchen was reduced to steam and bleach, I walked home through the winding streets of the old town. The moon was full, casting silver light on the cobblestones. Somewhere, a radio played a love song I didn't recognize. I was two blocks from my apartment when I heard the footsteps. Not threatening. Not furtive. Just present. Deliberate. The kind of footsteps that wanted to be heard.I turned. Dante Gallo stepped out of the shadow of a stone archway, and my heart stopped. He looked different. Not the polished Don of the restaurant, not the barefoot king of the hilltop fortress. This man was raw-edged and exhausted, his jaw shadowed with stubble, his white shirt rumpled and spotted with something dark. Blood,my mind supplied.That's blood. "Sofia." His voice was hoarse, stripped of its velvet smoothness. "I need you to not scream." "I wasn't going to scream." I held my ground, my knife roll clutched to my chest like a shield. "Are you hurt?" "Not my blood." He took a step closer, and the streetlamp caught his face. There was a bruise blooming along his cheekbone, purple and yellow, and a cut on his lip that had recently stopped bleeding. "Mostly." "What happened?" He laughed a short, bitter sound. "I killed a man tonight. Several men, actually. The details are tedious." He stopped an arm's length away, close enough that I could smell the smoke and copper on him. "I came here because I couldn't go home. Because I couldn't be alone. Because I'm a selfish bastard who thought of you." My hands were shaking. Not from fear. From something rawer, something I didn't have a name for. "You need to see a doctor," I said. "I need a shower. A drink. And five minutes of pretending I'm not the monster you think I am." He reached out and touched my face, his fingers cool against my cheek. "Can you give me that, Sofia?" I should have said no. I should have turned around, walked up the stairs to my apartment, locked the door, and called the police. Instead, I took his hand the same hand that had killed men tonight and led him inside. Dante’s POV Her apartment was absurdly small. I had known it would be. My people had given me the details months ago, back when she was still just a curiosity, a scholarship girl with interesting knife skills. Three hundred square feet. A kitchenette. A bed that folded into the wall. But knowing and seeing were different things. She led me up the narrow stairs, her hand warm in mine, and unlocked a door that would have splintered under one good kick. The smell inside was extraordinary garlic, rosemary, the ghost of a hundred meals cooked in a space too small for ambition. "Sit," she said, pointing to a wooden chair by the window. "Before you fall down." I sat. Not because she commanded it, but because my legs had been threatening to give out for the last hour, and I was tired of pretending otherwise. She moved through the tiny space with the same efficiency she brought to the kitchen. Water boiled. A cloth appeared, damp and warm. She knelt in front of me knelt, like a supplicant, like a lover and began to clean the blood from my hands. I watched her fingers work, gentle and sure, wiping away the evidence of what I had done. The cut on my knuckle. The rust-colored stain beneath my nails. She didn't flinch. Didn't ask questions. Just cleaned, methodically, as if this were no different from scrubbing a cutting board. "You don't have to do this," I said. "I know." She didn't look up. "I'm choosing to." There it was again. That word. Choose. She had used it three nights ago, standing in my dining room with her palm on my heart. Now she used it again, and I felt it like a blade between my ribs. "Why?" I asked. She paused, the cloth still pressed to my palm. When she looked up, her eyes were dark and unreadable. "Because you came here. To me. In all of Sicily, in all of your empire, you came to this tiny apartment and asked me to pretend you weren't a monster." She set the cloth aside and pressed her palm to my bruised cheek, her touch impossibly soft. "Monsters don't do that, Dante. Monsters don't ask for permission to be human." I turned my head and kissed her palm. "You see things that aren't there." "I see what's in front of me." She stood, pulling me to my feet. "Your shirt is ruined. Take it off." It was not a seduction. Not yet. Her voice was practical, almost clinical. But when I unbuttoned the ruined linen and let it fall to the floor, her breath caught. I knew what she saw. The scars, first a roadmap of violence carved into my chest and shoulders. The newer bruises, purple and green, blooming over my ribs where a bullet had grazed me two nights ago. The tension in my muscles, the exhaustion in my bones. "What happened to you?" she whispered. "Palermo happened." I let her guide me to the tiny bathroom, to the shower that was barely large enough for one person. "Vitale decided to make a play for my territory. I decided to remind him why that was a mistake." She turned on the water, testing the temperature with her wrist. "How many?" "Does it matter?" "No." She stepped back, giving me space. "But I'm asking anyway." I met her eyes in the dim light of the bathroom. "Six. Including Vitale." She didn't gasp. Didn't recoil. Didn't look at me like I was the devil incarnate. She just nodded, once, and said, "Shower. I'll find you something to wear." She closed the door, and I stood under the hot water until it ran cold, watching the diluted pink swirl down the drain. Sofia’s POV I didn't own anything that would fit him. The best I could manage was a pair of loose cotton pajama pants I'd bought at a market in Rome, too big for me even on my most bloated days, and a towel that I wrapped around his shoulders when he emerged from the bathroom, steam curling around him like incense. He looked almost vulnerable like that barefoot, bare-chested, his wet hair dark against his forehead. The bruises stood out starkly against his olive skin. The cut on his lip had started bleeding again. "Sit," I said for the second time that night. "I'm making you eat." "Dolce far niente," he murmured, lowering himself onto the chair by the window. "The sweetness of doing nothing." "This isn't nothing. This is survival." I pulled ingredients from my tiny refrigerator eggs, bread, a wedge of parmesan, a knob of butter. "When did you last eat?" He considered the question. "Yesterday? No. The day before." I bit back the lecture that rose in my throat. Instead, I moved to the two-burner stove and began to cook. Eggs, scrambled slowly with butter and cheese, served over toast I'd crisped in the same pan. A handful of olives on the side. A glass of water, not wine. He ate like a man who had forgotten food existed. Cleaned the plate in silence, wiped the last of the egg with his finger, and looked up at me with an expression I couldn't name. "You're good at this," he said. "Cooking?" "Taking care of people." He set the plate aside and reached for my hand, pulling me closer until I stood between his knees. His fingers traced the inside of my wrist, following the blue veins. "Who took care of you, Sofia?" The question landed like a stone in still water. "My mother," I said after a moment. "Until I was fourteen. Then she got sick, and I took care of her. Then she died, and I took care of myself." His grip tightened on my wrist. "No one else?" "I had a nonna. She taught me to cook. Sent me to culinary school. Died two years ago." I looked down at him, at the bruised face and the gray eyes that held more pain than he would ever admit. "I've been taking care of myself for a long time, Dante. I don't need anyone." "I know." He pulled me down, guiding me onto his lap, his arms wrapping around my waist. I should have resisted. Should have maintained the careful distance I'd maintained for years. But I was so tired of distance. So tired of being alone. He pressed his forehead to mine, his breath warm against my lips. "But what if you wanted someone? What if you wanted to be taken care of, just for one night? Just for a few hours?" "What are you asking me?" "I'm asking you to let me stay." His hands slid up my back, warm and solid through my thin shirt. "I'm asking you to let me hold you. Nothing more. I'm too tired for more." A ghost of a smile. "And you deserve better than a man who smells like blood and can barely keep his eyes open." I should have said no. I should have stood up, put him in a taxi, and sent him back to his hilltop fortress where he belonged. But I was tired, too. Tired of pretending I didn't feel this pull between us. Tired of waking up alone in my narrow bed, reaching for someone who wasn't there. "One night," I said. "One night," he agreed. I led him to the bed the Murphy bed, unfolded from the wall, barely wide enough for two. He lay down first, on his back, one arm extended toward me. I curled into his side, my head on his shoulder, my hand resting over his heart. It beat steadily beneath my palm. Strong. Real. "You came to me," I whispered into the dark. "After everything, you came to me." "I will always come to you," he said, his voice already thick with sleep. "That's the problem, Sofia. That's always been the problem." I closed my eyes and listened to his breathing slow, felt the tension drain from his body as exhaustion finally claimed him. He was dangerous. He was violent. He was a man who had killed six people tonight and would probably kill six more before the week was out. But in this moment, in my narrow bed, with his arms around me and his heart beneath my hand, he was just a man. and I was just a woman. And for one night, that was enough.
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