Alarick's POV 1 year ago I can't sleep, I am having a lot of thoughts. I stared at August's face while she was sleeping. I got her virginity but I am confused dahil hindi ko siya gustong iwan. She snuggled into my chest, our naked body was covered by sheets. Napahawak ako sa buhok ko, I have to break up with her. I only want a virgin and now she's not a virgin anymore so wala na siyang silbi sa akin. I will break up with her tomorrow. Why do I feel sad about this? This is the only time that I had s*x gently, I never wanted gentle s*x, I always wanted it to be rough but August is doing things to me. I feel like I want to protect her. Napa Buntong hininga ako. I didn't have enough sleep and I texted one of the girls on my contacts to meet me tomorrow. I have to distract myself from this b

