My Beautiful Omega(fanfic)

"Newwie are you ready? We can't be late on our first day of work." "Yes I'm coming." It will be alright thus is the thing I repeat to myself since last night. I will he living my life normally. I want it to be like that. Now I get the internship in one of the elite companies. But I have to hide thr fact that im an omega. "Are you sure you'll be OK?" "Aww cmon we already talk about it. I'm gonna be OK! Besides I'm not a normal omega remember? I never went to heat so I'm gonna be ok don't worry." "Hey! I'm just worried you know I will not be there to help you." "Jim,I'm OK I got this OK.? Just go to sea he need you more than me." Jim is my bestfriend his mate sea is pregnant now. I'm happy for them. I feel envy sometimes though coz I know I will not experience the one they experience. They are fated mates it's not easy to find your fated pair.. once in a lifetime maybe some even are not so lucky.. "Oh ok I will just drop you and come back.. oh sea I'll just drop new ok? And I'll be back to go with you in the hospital" "OK hia no problem" " oii!! I can go on my own you should be going now so you will not he late." "Are you sure? Hia can just drop you and comeback." "Oii no need I can take care of myself dont worry". "OK. We will just take you from work later when your done" "Hmm that would be OK. I will just message you when ik done. OK I'm off now" Oh this couple is so worry mart I'm thankfull though if not for them I wouldn't be able to cope up with my life. my so called mate cheat on me. i was pregnant at that time, and because of the stress and mental health issue i unfortunately had a miscarriage, and after that i fall into a depression i almost end my life. the only family i almost had lost. it was a painfull past and now im on guard not letting myself fall inlove or be deceive again.. what mate... that thing is for people like sea for example. his surrounded by people who loved him. he have a family who support them. as for me i got nothing i was an orphan so that child would have been my only family. my only wish was to have a happy family but then god didn't grant that for me. so i guess i had to live my life alone until the end. i reach the office almost late... i even almost didn't make it to the elevator. but thanks to the one guy who wait for me. "thank you khrap!" he just smile at me and press close i press the 10th floor. I'm kind of nervous this will be my first work since that happen, so i need to work hard... "susu na newwie" i heard a faint laugh from my back.. his laughing at me. he looks like a high position maybe a president? a director maybe?. and i notice his going 10th floor also.. so i think his a normal employee like me. maybe a higher position than me.. maybe his my senior. "excuse me? what department are you in?" he ask me.. "oh ah... research department.. im newwie by the way, its my first day today, please take care of me." i bow a little showing my respect. "oh im tay.. we are on same department, that will make me your senior.. im the head of the research department. nice to meet you." he extend his hand for a handshake, so i accept it but i snatch my hand right away. i feel like there was a high voltage of electric in his hand. " ah sorry, sir..... i was just surprise. he didn't say anything he just stare at me..... "your my---" i heard the elevator reach the 10th floor i quickly get out and run... what was that? i never experience that before.... no way!!!! right?