Nick POV
Stop being an i***t! My son's simple advice. If only there was a manual describing how. It's not like I could turn back time.
As I poured the ice-cold vodka down my throat, I thought of how we got here and all that has happened between Sara and I. I imagined where we could be if I'd acted differently in the past.
It was now past midnight. Alex was sound asleep. I decided I needed some fresh . But as I sauntered through the woods, my feet carried me towards Sara’s.
She probably wasn't home. Maybe she was spending the night with Sergeant Brave. Why was I doing this to myself? I wondered. What could I achieve if not more heartache? But I couldn’t stop myself from spying on her.
As I stood by a tree behind the short house, I could tell she was in there. Awake. The fact that she w
