CHAPTER 1
CARMILLE’S POV
The cake was vanilla, Elias’s favorite. It sat in the center of the dining table, the frosting starting to wilt slightly in the heat of the afternoon. Five candles stood tall, unlit and waiting.
I adjusted the "Happy Birthday" banner for the tenth time. My hands were shaking, a nervous habit I’d developed over the last year.
"Is Daddy here yet?"
I turned to see Elias standing by the window.
At five, he was small for his age, with the same soft brown eyes as mine and a paleness that always made my heart ache.
He was wearing his favorite little vest, his hair combed neatly to the side. He had been standing at that window for three hours.
"Not yet, sweetie," I said, forcing a smile that didn't reach my eyes. "The traffic must be terrible. You know how important his work at Cooper Fabrics is."
"He promised, Mommy," Elias whispered, his forehead pressing against the glass. "He said he would be here for my birthday."
"And he will," I lied. I walked over and knelt beside him, rubbing his small back. Inside, I was beyond anxious. I had called Silas twelve times. Every call went straight to voicemail. I had sent texts ranging from gentle reminders to desperate pleas. “Elias is waiting. Please. Just for an hour.”
Silence.
As the sun began to set, the golden light in the living room turned into long, lonely shadows. Elias didn’t move.
He was a patient child too patient for a five-year-old. It was the kind of patience born from a lifetime of being told to sit still, to breathe slowly, and to wait for a father who was always "building an empire."
"Let's have a little bit of juice, Elias," I suggested.
He didn't respond. His breathing sounded heavy.
"Elias?"
He turned around, and my heart dropped into my stomach.
His face wasn't just pale anymore; it was ghostly. His lips had a faint bluish tint, and his chest was heaving, his small shoulders bunching up toward his ears with every effort to draw air.
"Mommy..." he wheezed.
The birthday party was over before it even got to start.
"Stay calm, baby. Look at me. Look at Mommy," I said, my voice cracking despite my best efforts to stay steady. I scooped him up. He felt so light, his body trembling with the strain of the asthma attack.
I rushed him to his room, my mind racing. ‘Inhaler. Nebulizer. Where is the emergency kit?’ I found the inhaler on his nightstand and pressed it to his lips.
"Deep breath, Elias. Come on, honey. Take it in."
He tried. He really tried. But his lungs were tight. His eyes were wide with terror, reflecting my own. This was the worst one yet.
I grabbed my phone and hit Silas’s contact again. Ring. Ring. Ring.
"Pick up, Silas! Please, pick up!"
I screamed at the empty room.
Nothing.
I spent the next hour on the floor of the nursery, holding my son’s upright body against mine, administering the medication, and praying to a God I hadn't spoken to in years.
I watched his pulse point in his neck, counting the beats, waiting for the wheezing to subside.
By the time Elias’s breathing finally leveled out and he fell into an exhausted sleep, it was nearly midnight.
I was drained, my clothes damp with sweat and tears. I carried him to his bed, tucked him in, and kissed his forehead.
"Happy birthday, my brave boy," I whispered.
I walked downstairs in a daze. The house was silent.
The cake was still there, a mocking reminder of the "forever" Silas had promised me when we were starting out in that cramped one-bedroom apartment.
The front door clicked open.
Silas walked in, loosening his tie.
His suit was expensive, his hair perfectly styled. He looked like the CEO I had helped him become, the man I did everything for to reach this point while he slept.
"You're late," I said, my voice cold.
Silas didn't even flinch. He tossed his keys on the counter. "Work ran over, Carmilla. A crisis at the factory. You wouldn't understand."
"A crisis?" I walked toward him, the anger finally bubbling over.
"Elias had an attack, Silas. A bad one. He almost stopped breathing while he was waiting for you to blow out his candles. He spent his fifth birthday fighting for air!"
Silas sighed, a sound of pure annoyance.
"But he’s fine now, isn't he? You're always so dramatic. He has asthma; he has attacks. That’s why we pay for the best doctors."
He didn't even ask to go upstairs. He didn't even look toward the nursery. He just started unbuttoning his shirt.
"I'm tired, Carmilla. I’m going to wash up."
I stood there, stunned by his indifference. Was this the man I had given up my name for? Was this the man I had abandoned my family’s wealth to support?
He stripped off his shirt and tossed it onto the sofa, heading toward the bathroom.
I reached down to pick it up, intending to throw it in the laundry, but I stopped.
There, on the crisp white collar, was a smear of color.
It wasn't a smudge of dirt or a drop of coffee. It was a vivid, greasy streak of scarlet. Red lipstick.
My breath hitched. I knew my own makeup bag. I only wore soft pinks and nudes... Silas always said he liked me "natural."
The bathroom door opened, and Silas stepped out, drying his face with a towel. He saw me holding the shirt. He saw where I was looking.
"What is this, Silas?" I asked, my voice trembling.
He didn't look guilty. He just let out a dry laugh. "Oh, that? One of the interns tripped in the hallway today. I caught her before she hit the floor. Her face must have brushed my collar. Don't start with the jealousy, Carmilla. It’s exhausting."
He walked past me, patting my cheek as if I were a pet. "Go to bed. You’re seeing things that aren't there."
I wanted to believe him. I needed to believe him. If I didn't, my whole world...the last six years of sacrifice...would be a lie.
The next morning, I woke up with a heavy heart. Elias was still quiet, his voice raspy.
"I want to see Daddy's office," he whispered. "Maybe he has a present there?"
I couldn't say no to him. Not after yesterday.
We drove to Cooper Fabrics in silence. I held his hand as we walked through the lobby.
The staff bowed their heads; they knew me as the boss's quiet, supportive wife. None of them knew I was the one who had designed the very floor plan they stood on.
We reached the top floor. Silas’s private office was at the end of the hall.
"Wait here for a second, sweetie,"
I told Elias, pointing to the chairs by the secretary’s desk. Lila, the secretary I had personally interviewed and hired for Silas because she seemed so professional, wasn't at her desk.
I pushed the heavy oak door open, a smile ready on my face. "Silas, Elias is here to see..."
The words died in my throat.
The office chair was turned away from the door, but I could see the legs. Two pairs.
One pair belonged to Silas, clad in grey slacks. The other pair...slender, pale, and wrapped around his waist...belonged to a woman in a short skirt.
The chair spun around.
Silas looked up, his hand buried in Lila’s hair. Lila’s blouse was unbuttoned, and her lips...the exact shade of scarlet I’d seen on the collar...were swollen from kissing my husband.
But it wasn't the kiss that broke me.
Lila looked at me, a slow, triumphant smirk spreading across her face. She didn't scramble to get up. Instead, she leaned back and placed Silas’s hand directly onto her stomach.
"You're a little late, Carmilla," Lila said, her voice dripping with honey. "We were just celebrating. I’m pregnant. Silas is finally getting the healthy heir he’s always wanted.”