CHAPTER 3: SHOWING HER THE ROPESI TRIED TO KEEP MY growing feelings for my partner under wraps. Especially at work. Now while everyone knew of my situation including Josie, I didn’t want to scare her off if I was wrong about her.
So I moped around my apartment, trying not to think of her with someone else. It was stupid, I know. I wished life were easier. That I could just call her up and say come on over and we’d be in my bed.
But Josie wasn’t like my friend Candi, who liked a good girl-on-girl romp every now and then. And while I enjoyed our sack sessions, I wanted something more, something stable. I wanted Josie. I was falling in love with her. I wanted her with me when I went to sleep and when I woke up. I was tired of being the side chick, the booty call. And I knew that’s all I was
