Chapter Nineteen
Jordan
If you love someone, you let them go.
I wasn’t sure about the depth of my feelings for Natalie, but giving her time to deal with her sister’s situation, slowed time to a crawl. Every minute thinking of her took longer to pass than the one before, every tick of a clock loud in my head.
I’d never been obsessed with a woman before, not even the idea of a woman, but Natalie had taken root in my mind, burrowed in like a damn tick bent on feeding off my blood. I wanted her to consume me until there was nothing left.
Work didn’t prove nearly the distraction it used to. The thought of seeking relief for my mind wasn’t an option. If I couldn’t have Natalie, I didn’t want anyone. How the hell things had progressed so rapidly, escaped me, but I couldn’t find it in myself
