Cristian could have helped me forget. At least one night, it would be a gift I would remember forever because he was the first one I wanted it with after Marcus. Maybe I would never have had s*x again if I hadn’t met Cristiano. Therefore, when I made the decision to be with him, it was in the hope of healing the last broken part in me. Cristian was unique and I immediately realized that. He had the magic combination I needed to take this step with someone. I recognized that desire for me, and he attracted me, of course — but it was his patient and careful way of showing me that he wanted me that made me trust him. I never felt as loved as when he took me in his arms and carried me into the room. Somehow I knew I could entrust my body to Cristiano. He will help me forget the horrible nightm
