Irresistible Fanboy|Yoonmin

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"g-girlfriend?"

"Jimin, what's wrong?" Jaebum asked me with a worried face.

"Huh?"

"You look so pale, are you sick or something?" Jinyoung told me putting his hand on my shoulder.

"N-no I'm okay, I'm just a little bit tired. Thank you for worrying guys." I smiled so that they won't get suspicious.

I came back home in the evening, I was supposed to be happy because my parents went to Busan but I wasn't. The problem was that I shouldn't feel like this, I should be happy that he got a girlfriend , he will finally have someone to make him forget his tiring work but why am I feeling so sad and angry? No, I should stop.. But let me take a look at that girl anyways..hum.

I opened my laptop and searched on Google "BTS Suga's girlfriend".

I found a bunch of articles about them and pictures of him looking at her in their latest music show.

What was I expecting anyways? Of course idols go out with people like them or above them. I'm just a normal guy...

I should be thankful that he at least noticed me and talked to me a little bit, I'm still kind of a lucky fan.

I started looking at his pictures on my phone, some of them are cute, some are funny and others are sexy. She's so lucky.

I envy her because she will have the chance to touch that pale and smooth skin, see that gummy smile, kiss those cute small lips or maybe even receiving a song from him.

Damn.

I was angry. I pushed my face into the cushion and started shouting like crazy.

I went down to the kitchen to prepare something to eat, I was craving pasta so I put the water to boil and I started to prepare the sauce. I don't know when I learned to cook, I never helped my mother in the kitchen and no one taught me before, maybe it's a given?

My dinner was so delicious, even more delicious because there were no parents to nag around me. What a beautiful life!

I really should graduate fast and go look for an apart.

I turned on the TV and found a drama, a girl was crying because her boyfriend left her for someone else. Waw! That's helping me a lot!

It was 11pm and I wasn't sleepy, I didn't know what to do and I couldn't stop thinking about Yoongi.

I grabbed my jean jacket, my phone and my headphones and run to catch the night bus. Yes, my life consists of always running and running again.

I took the one which stopped next to Han River, the perfect place to escape from reality, relax and think about new decisions.

It was calm and the view was breathtaking.

I searched for a piano playlist on Spotify and I started walking while admiring the beauty of the

river. It was even more amazing by night, I never got the chance to see it after midnight because

of my parents.

There were no traces of people. I closed my eyes and kept walking slowly to enjoy even more the

slow music and the slight wind that caressed me gently, until I bumped into something. I opened my eyes and found myself facing someone's back, he was wearing a black hoodie.

"Sorry, I didn't see you." Why did you close your eyes, you i***t?

He didn't answer me. He's not polite at all. I said sorry, he should at least tell me that it's okay or something.

He didn't move.

I had no time to waste so, I gave up and walked past him to keep walking but he stopped me.

What the hell?

He slightly grabbed my arm to stop me. s**t, I think I'm in trouble. Maybe he's one of those gangstas that don't like to be touched. Will he kidnapp me? Or worse, kill me?

I slowly turned my head to look at him and my heart was about to burst when I recognized him.

"Y-yoongi hyung!"

He looked at me, he had big dark circles and a sad smile on his face. He lowered his eyes and

then raised them to look at me again. Then....he hugged me.

"Park...Jimin."