"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for." ~ Epicurus. RUBY P.O.V Watching my only family going through so much a sense of darkness consumed my heart. I felt I am losing everything again. I never thought I would see her like these. In the past she did horrible things to me but I have never wanted her to suffer. I know how it feel lying there lifeless, facing your own judgement day. Not everyone can feel what a person is going through , we just cry and mourn but we never knew how close a person was to his death when they were taking their last breath. But irony is that, when we got ready to face our death, it turned around giving us a life we didn’t even want. How much I wished for a death but

