Chapter Thirty-Four
ROWAN
After the crew finished up a training exercise, Graham invited us to go out for drinks. I was in no mood to go. It had been five days since Mae and I last spoke. Every f*****g day I drove by her house and had to keep my hands from turning the steering wheel into her driveway. It sucked. Big time. I missed her every day.
Even though I was in no mood, I went because I needed the distraction. Otherwise, I’d have been my apartment all alone and be cranky as hell.
“Rowan, you’ve been around a lot lately,” Alex commented the following day as I brushed snow off my windshield.
His truck was parked beside my SUV. I glanced over, ignoring his observation and asking, “How come you don't use the actual garage?”
“Because there's room for one car, but the other half is fi
