He had to start somewhere. Everything should be explained once and for all. There is no room for any beating around the bush.
"I have no idea when I started catching feelings for you. I just realized they were there and perhaps have been there for quite a long time and I was just too blind to see it. The realization came to me when you actually left for Paris the first time. I came to know just how big of a part you were in my life. I took you for granted when actually you were a daily routine of mine. We were naturally around each other every day that when we fought a piece of me felt like it was forcibly removed. I was too stubborn to admit it though. I couldn't actually come and apologize for yelling at you. I was too proud to do it and actually preferred blaming you for leaving, for
