Chapter 27: What Toby Continues to Watch Unsurprising again to Toby, the Stephen Collection (dated Winter 2012) and James Collection (dated Summer/Fall 2013) are similar to the Ross Collection of DVDs. Each sexually explicit scene explores the nature between Denver and his boyfriends. Some of the scenes are twenty minutes long while others are over two hours. And each ends with Denver kissing his male companions on their lips while holding their cheeks. What challenges Toby is that all three men—Ross, Stephen, and James—look exactly like Toby. It’s as if Toby is watching himself have s*x with Denver, under the man’s spell, being an actor in the scenes, and performing the most graphic s****l acts that Denver enjoys with his boyfriends. “Does Denver have a crush on me?” Toby asks himself,

