Ethan POV
It had been 4 years since the last time I met her. I can still felt the pain caused by her. I hated her, but I didn’t know why I kept thinking of her. She always in my mind, even though she already with someone else.
I didn’t know what happen with me, I tried to asked for a professional help by went to a shrink to heal my self, but it was still the same.
I tried to forget her by drinking until I drunk, but it didn’t get things better, and doing no good to my job, my company. So I made my self busy at work. I work until late night more than my own employee. I became workaholic, and the effect made my company grew faster and bigger. I guess she was my downfall, but she was also my muse.
My marriage with Emilia didn't last longer. In the beginning, my relationship with Emilia, m
