What the actual hell was I thinking?! I just had s*x with Alexandrov in the women’s bathroom at the restaurant where Nyx and I were having a supposed date! f**k! I was a bigger slut than what I gave myself credit for! Holy s**t!
I was currently in Nyx’s car. He was driving me home. Once I fled out of the bathroom I went straight to Nyx and lied. I told him I didn’t feel good at all. So we left. We didn’t even get to eat.
“Something on your mind?” Nyx questioned as he shot me a worried glance.
“Um No… I just don't really feel good.” I whispered to him.
And to top it all off I left my f*****g panties in the bathroom with Alexandrov! Oh, God. It’s like I'm a teenager again, having quickies in the damn bathrooms. What makes everything worse is the fact that I ENJOYED IT!
God, Alex jus
