MAXWELL I never really thought much about how I would lose my virginity....comeon people by now you should know I am not a sappy person who looked for love everywhere. For me whatever happens, happens; looking for love is stressful and to be honest in my opinion a waste of my time. Why waste the moments that we can make something of just to look for a guy or a girl who might not even last in our lives. I would just be happy by loving myself. Don't be mistaken I am grateful for Mason and his presence in my life. He taught me how to love myself, heck I didn't even like myself but he liked, he loved parts of me that I did not even want. He loved my dark chocolate brown eyes which I thought were ordinary and not that special, he loved my body even when I felt bloated and not that sexy he made

