DEMETRI
Oh my God...what have I done. I never expected that to ever happen. All I wanted was to have Max all to myself and I went ahead and hurt him, the only person that I love....yes I love him. How could I do this to him. He never once ever did anything bad to me and I just completely destroyed whatever chance I had left with him. Honestly I feel like dying right now but I know that me doing something stupid like that will not make the f****d up s**t I did to Max and everyone else right. I am so ashamed of myself right now...why the f**k did I ever do that to him, he was the only person that ever cared enough about me to ask how I was doing and now I don't even think that our friendship will ever even get back to what it used to be.
All I ever wanted to do was to protect the ones I lo
