DEMETRI
(before arriving at the arcade)
I have never felt so unstable in my life ever, like my mind is just blank. I don't know what to think or where to go, I feel lost. I stopped crying about a hour ago or some time around that I don't really remember. I am still at this one place where I feel calm. Also, I feel like some weight has been lifted off my shoulder; I feel lighter for some reason, maybe it was all the crying that I did. It has been two or three years since I last cried. I feel like I can feel my emotions better and everything is not just anger anymore.
I know it doesn't make sense but what does make sense in this whole entire world. We just go with the flow, no matter how far it takes us, we just learn to adapt the waves. Seeing that my father will never change and finall
