Sia I struggled to have a shower , I was in a lot of pain . I cried in the shower scrubbing myself vigorously that I could feel my body ache . Blood was still oozing out of my private. I had bled for an entire night , the sheets were bloody you could think someone died on them . I gathered myself and got out of the shower . I squealed in pain as I put on the jeans . He didn't have any remorse in his eyes . He wanted to teach me a lesson I hate to admit that I was raped . It hurts to admit it , no woman deserves that but then I realized that's what I wanted to do to him how holy am I when I wanted to have s*x with him without his consent? I wore the grey hoodie. Nero as usual walked into the apartment no knocking just walked in like it was his toilet. I walked out he followed after

