Ch 14
Julia Thomas
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Hours felt longer…
And the night had turned colder.
He hadn't returned after that… Night.
I didn't know what plans he had for me.
But all I knew Is, I deserved it
I deserved his hatred
I deserved his anger, and I didn't fight it.
Because I was the reason why our pure ,precious and a beautiful mirror of love had turned into a twisted fantasy that still haunted me even now.
When Nate left town ,I tried to move on
The guilt was killing me alive
And I wanted to feel okay.
I buried myself in studies ,i didn't leave the room.
Nor had the desire to leave my bed
I couldn't touch myself without thinking about him, and I hated myself that I couldn't stand to see me in the mirror.
My reflection haunted me.
I couldn't
I used to wake up in my dreams
