I couldn't believe that there is no heart beat. There was a straight line going on the monitor. She was lying there without any movement, there was just a body no soul. I wanted her to open her eyes and look at like everything is fine and she is with me still.
I thought any moment she wake up and say, it was just a prank David, I am not dead. And I would kiss the hell out of her for scaring me like that. But no, five minutes... Ten minutes... The time was ticking ahead but she stayed there unmoved.
I looked around the room, even clutched the surgical blade in my fist to wake me up from this horrible dream but everything just stayed the way it was. The blood was dripping from the cut, staining my jean and floor. My heart was pumping blood faster and legs were shaking.
When it was enough
