Chapter 43 James POV: I was absolutely done with her bullshit but at the same time I felt guilty for forcing her last night. I was way too violent but what else could I do, my anger wasn’t calming down and she wasn’t getting sober so I needed to f**k her. I regretted everything that I did yesterday because it was her birthday and my eyes mistaked that man as someone else. I f****d up on that. I didn’t even think that her birthday would come up this soon. I thought it would at least be a few months away but it wasn’t like that. I told her father, not her mother because I didn’t want to contact her. I hated mother’s. Robert told me that he can come to take her if she willing to go with him otherwise he can call his mother and tell her to come back. I told him to wait until I didn’t call b

