( THE PAST - Desertion )
I am tired now. Why am I brought every time between a kayak and two edges . The edges, which are full of darkness and nothing further than the moat . The trench is worse than death that will kill without killing me . On one side these innocent lives and on the other side my country. Why did I get involved in these fires? ( Shouts loudly) whyyyyyyy ? What was my crime? What was my fault? Her parents were taken from a small girl . That girl's childhood was taken away from her, her innocence was shattered from her, yet she was not relieved. Whyyyy ? I am feeling pity on myself and on my own condition .
She's sitting on the floor and screaming loudly and loudly.
She gets up with courage because she is in Dilemma which is mentally affecting her. She is no
