Whenever someone says, you don't know something's worth until you realize its gone, I was always curious. How can someone not know something's worth until it's gone? They should realize what they have at some point, right?
But the day my brother died, I realized that it was indeed true. Now, Declan is here fighting for his life and I don't know what might happen in the next sixteen hours. That definitely changes a lot of things.
It changes how I look at him. It made me realize his worth. It made me realize that I had taken him for granted all these while.
Unlike the previous night, I managed to sleep better last night. But still, my neck and muscles felt stiff from sleeping in a very uncomfortable position.
I texted Aishah to get me a pillow for me on her wat here. Fortunately, Aishah
