Kathy's POV
Hating myself was an understatement. I had never been more appalled in my life. I had given myself up to the person I loved and despised most at the same time. I loathed myself so much now, knowing I had lost something I had been trying to save until I found someone worth having it. Miles wasn't worth though I knew deep inside, I love him with all my heart; it was an unrequited love.
Although his Mom had asked me to consider Marrying him for the sake of her last request and partly a business matter, I hadn't given her my answer yet. I still had a right to say No. Miles was still naive about what was going on around him, especially with his Mom.
I tugged my hair as I washed it and also out of frustration. After leaving his room, I wallowed myself ins
