-Lauren- Logan stayed for a little while longer. He refused to leave before he had made sure I walked inside again, into the warm castle. Then, we agreed we would meet in three days to go eat dinner. He had suggested another week, but I told him I didn’t need one. I needed to go out and feel alive again. I would never just lie in bed and stare at the ceiling like I had done for so long when I was with Connor. No, I wanted to try to find a way to live my life without him now. I had a lot to figure out, though. Not just about Logan, but about myself. I had lost myself for many years, and now I needed to find a way to rediscover who I was. How the hell was I going to do that, though? I was not sure, but I was happy that I at least wasn’t lying in bed, unable to move because I felt paralyz

