CHAPTER 4

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"Nagulat ako do'n syempre! He f*****g smiled at me kaya!" Halos mabugbog ko na si Vergeire habang nagkukwento ako sa kanya tungkol sa nangyari. Ang tahimik na soccer field kung nasaan kami ay nabulabog namin. "Nalaglag ba panty mo?" She asked while munching on her junk food. "Hindi! Kasi bwiset yung teacher na iyon! Makapag-salita kala mo anak ng presidente!" I rolled my eyes thinking about that teacher. The Dean already kicked her and he made sure that she will not be seen in this school anymore. I really hope so. The Dean also approve Kuenzier being my tutor. I can't even utter a word because it's too shocking for me. "Hoy gaga! Natulala ka na naman!" Siniko ako ni Vergeire sanhi upang mapabaling ako sa kanya at nagtataka siyang tiningnan. "Ang sabi ko, may matututunan ka ba talaga o lalandiin mo lang si Sir?" "Both," I said that making us laugh. We didn't go to our class because it's too tiring and we're too lazy. After what happen, I don't think I could focus. After all, dalawang klase nalang naman at hindi pa major kaya hindi naman problema. "Kailan ka niya tuturuan? Saan venue?" Vergeire asked again. "He said that he will just text me. Sa condo ko din daw," I answered and shrugged my shoulder. I watch how the birds fly with each other. I wish I'm free like them. Maybe, I could do and get anything I want. But maybe this is my fate. "Don't you think I will be happy if I have my freedom?" I asked her after long paused of silence. "Surely! Why can't you just live in your own? Your talent can earn money!" She smiled at me like saying everything would be fine. I love painting. I really do but they stopped me. They said that painting is just a waste of time. I miss my passion. I miss playing with paint and brushes. I miss stroking a brush and do an abstract painting. I sigh before looking at her. "Would you support me if I started painting again?" "Of course! You're my bestfriend after all!" She patted my shoulder. We both smile and waste our time watching ths sky. "If you're in my position, what would you do?" I asked while we're walking towards the parking lot. She shrugged her shoulder. "Cut my connections to them? Live on my own?" "I hope I could do that things," I smile bitterly. We both reached our cars and wave our goodbyes. While driving I can't help myself to think about the consequences if I didn't obey them. What if I do what makes me happy? Would it be make me feel contented? Many people do what makes them happy but still, they are not contented. Would I take the risk? I know I'm still young and need to learn more. Kumbaga, marami pa akong bigas na kakainin. Napailing na lang ako dahil sa pinag-iisip bago iparada ang kotse sa parking lot ng building kung nasaan ang condominium ko. Pagod kong pinindot ang elevator at nang pasara na ito ay saka nadatnan ng mata ko si Kuenzier na papalapit na patungo dito. He stop the door from closing and enter the elevator. At dahil nasa tapat ako ng mga button ay kailangan ko pang umatras nang lumiyad siya sa direksyon ko. I stay quiet for a long time and for the first time, I feel awkwardness growing around us. "Dito ka din nakatira?" He broke the silence between us. I can't even find my voice because of shock. He initiate the talking! He spoke first! "Y—yes. You?" I nearly slap my face because of that damn stupid question! Of couse! Ano pa bang ginagawa niya dito? Wala nga siyang girlfriend o fling kaya ano pa ang ginagawa niya sa lugar na ito? Obviously Tine! "I think you know the answer to that." He chuckled and shrugged his shoulder. I calm myself but I can't help it. I clearly still remember how he winced when I touch him during Clark's party and then now? He's smiling and talking to me like we're close? How the hell this happen? "So maybe we will see each other a lot? And maybe tomorrow we can finally start our lesson," He said and I just nodded. I don't have my voice right now. Damn! "Anong number ng room mo and what floor?" "69. Fifth," I simply answered and thank the elevator when it opens. I bid my goodbye to him. His smile is the last thing I saw until the elevator door closed. I walk towards my room and finally! I could sleep! I woke up when I heard a knock on my door. I feel like my whole vision turns into black because of irritation. Damn! I don't have a class this morning dahil mamayang alas-tres pa ang klase ko. Pero tingin ko ay hindi ako papasok dahil walang major subject ngayon at tinatamad din ako. "Putangina! Sandali! Natutulog pa iyong ta—" I open the door with irritation is eveident on my face. I can't even process who's infront of me because my eyes is still blurry. And when my eyes recovered, damn! It's Kuenzier! "Hi! Good morning! I thought you're already awake so I came here for the lessons? Did I wake you up?" He smiled softly. "Aba'y hindi!" My voice is coated with sarcasm as I smile fakely at him. "Hindi ba obvious? Napakaaga namang problema ito Zier!" I scratch my head but not until I realize that he's staring at my lower body. He bit his lips before looking away like he's embarassed or something. "Hindi ka ba talaga nagsusuot ng bra kapag nasa bahay?" He asked almost a whisper that made me stilled. Damn! f**k! Tangina! Lahat na ng mura! I immediately ran towards my room and get a freaking bra just to wear it! Hindi naman kalakihan ang dibdib ko pero dahil sando ang suot ko ay mahahalata talaga! Tanginang umaga ito! "D—diyan mo nalang i—ilagay," I said as I pointed the wooden table. He oblique and put his things on the table before sitting on the sofa. I can feel that he's awkward about what happened and I am too! "So? Ahm, Let's start?" He asked while glancing at me. I nodded and get my things before sitting on the floor. Siya ay nakaupo sa sofa at ako ay nasa sahig para mas madaling magsulat. "Finance ka nahihirapan diba? As far as I know, Hindi ka lang daw pumapasok sa ibang klase kaya ka bumabagsak at kung pumapasok ka naman ay lagi kang tulog kaya mababa ang grado mo," His deep voice made me shivered. I stare at him while he's explaining about somethings I don't understand. Ang gwapo talaga niya kaya't paano na wala siyang naging jowa o fling? Is he a virgin? O baka hindi. Ako nga na wala pang nagiging jowa ay hindi na. I only do flings! I hate commitment! "Are you listening?" I winced when he suddenly flick me on my forehead. I glared at him before caressing my forehead. "Damn you! It hurts! At saka nakikinig ako!" "Then what is finance?" He asked that f*****g question again. "Finance is one of our course subject," I confidently answered because I know I'm right! "See? You're not li—" "Bakit hindi ba? At wala kang sinabi kung anong meaning ang dapat kong sabihin. Maraming meaning ang finance!" I made a face and stucked my tounge out. He's amused face is staring at me before he shooked his head and chuckling. "Makinig ka kasi! Matatagalan tayo dito!" "Edi mas mabuti! Para masolo ko ang beybe ko," I said earning a glare from him. I act like I was zipping my mouth and throwing the key away. "So you're saying that finance is all about money? Aba'y anong gagawin ko sa finance kung wala naman akong pera?" Reklamo ko nang matapos na pakinggan ang leksyon niya. Pag-aaralan pa ang finance eh wala naman akong pera! Nakakagago din! "Para nga kapag may pera ka na ay kaya mong i-manage," He calmly explain. "Bigyan mo nga ako ng pera para i-manage ko! Dali!" I laugh but immediately stop when he handed me a five cards. Ang dalawa ay kulay asul, ang dalawa ay kulay pula habang ang isa ay kulay itim! Nalula ako dahil sa dami no'n at panigurado ay higit bilyon ang laman no'n tapos ibibigay niya lang sa akin? "Then, manage it," He said while I'm still shock. Halos manlambot ang tuhod ko at nanigas sa kinatatayuan. Pota, ang yaman naman nito! "I—I was just joking!" I defended and handed him the cards but he refused. "Hold it. Handle it. Do anything what you want or buy anything what you like. As I say, manage it properly. Buy things that essentials only," He shrugged like it's not a big deal! Kung ako nga ay malaking bagay na kung bigyan ako ng magulang ko ng allowance na halagang 50,000 tapos siya?! My family earns a lot because we have a business on Albay, my hometown pero hindi ganito na black card! "A—are you serious, Zier?" I asked still shock. "f*****g sure," He answered with his husky and rough voice that made me shivered.
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