**Alpha Erik**
The last week has been torturous. I had ruined everything because I let my anger get in the way of everything. If I had only kept her in there just a few days, that would have taught her the lesson I was trying to. Instead, I had to go and leave her there for nine f*****g days! What the hell was wrong with me? I expected Enzo and Marcel to have attacked by now, but everything was quiet around here for the most part.
I could just hear my father now. “You f*****g ruin everything boy!” Then ruthless beat me until he felt better about himself. The beatings didn’t bother me the older I got. I learned to accept that was just the way my father was.
I had done
