I feel some curious pangs in my hands that I intuit come from the nerves that attack me right now and make my stomach churn in an annoying way.
However, I can no longer back out.
Gina's gaze disarms me in seconds, so I quickly avert my gaze so as not to waver in my decision.
How about we sit down first? I can barely hear my own voice, I'm short of breath and my hands are shaking in an absurd way that I can't control.
I'm afraid she'll walk away from me, but I can't bear this thing I carry inside me anymore and it's weighing me down like a huge mountain. I trust that after she learns the whole truth about me, she'll realize that she's too good to be by my side, that I don't deserve her.
Although... on the other hand, I don't want him to walk away for anything in the world, and tha
