Jax’s POV
Fuck. f**k. f**k.
What the f**k did I do ?
I ruined everything for us.
I just ran away from the club in vampire speed with tears threatening to fall out of my eyes and while I felt my whole world crumble, the teary face of my mate kept flashing in front of my eyes to torment me further.
I approached a familiar black car and blankly stared at it for sometime before I dropped against it and cried my eyes out.
I dug my head in my arms and cried like I had never cried before.
Why the f**k do I end up hurting myself and my beautiful mate each and every time ?
My wolf had long gone in the abyss of sadness after what I said to her and my head had started to feel light and dizzy.
Before I blacked out, I felt someone carry me an
