I fall on my butt, staring at a lifeless Xavier. After everything we've been though and now he's dead. I can't be with him. Or live my life with him. He's just dead.
Someone touches my shoulder and I break their hand, seeing my dad.who frowns at me. "Stop, he's gone."
"Get your f*****g hand off me." I snarl, moving and grabbing Xavier, holding him close to me. I run my fingers through his beautiful black hair, kissing his head. "I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry." I rest my forehead on his, pulling his body closer to mine.
"Miles you don't understand you just-"
I growl at Felix, moving back and picking up Xavier. "Everyone leave me the f**k alone!" I walk with Xavier in my arms bridal style, carrying him to the spot by the waterfall. I fall down on my butt, staring at the water.
I can
