This is it. Today is the day.
I didn't think I'd be nervous to marry Caspian, but I am. I am very nervous. I am freaking the f**k out that I couldn't hear anything but only the beat of my heart. My dress is too tight from all of the ice creams I've been eating and my shoes are already hurting my feet. My hair feels fake and my face feels thick with make-up. I can't do this. I escape to the bathroom, to try to calm myself down without letting Yanna catch on, even though I'm sure she already has. She is banging on the door like an angry gorilla and I'm pretending not to hear it. Oh my god! Why I am so f*****g nervous? Is this normal?
Keep calm, Savannah. Keep calm. You will be marrying, Caspian not another guy.
"Savy! What are you doing there? Let's go!" She yells out from outside.
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