(JOY)
I WAS BEING NEGATIVE AGAIN. Maybe Martin didn’t want me as much as I thought. Maybe, he didn’t want me at all. After all, he already saw my naked body twice but he never tried to go all the way with me. Maybe –
“Stop that,” Martin suddenly said. My thoughts were cut off by his low but almost angry voice. I looked back at him. I inhaled sharply when I saw his expression.
“I can read what you are thinking on your face. Don’t ever think that I don’t desire you. I’m not going to get this hard for you if I don’t want to f**k you, Joy.”
I gasped at the crudeness of Martin’s words. His politeness was gone. “Do you believe me?” he asked.
I took a deep breath. “Yes, I believe you,” I uttered.
“Good,” Martin answered but it was obviou
