I nodded, not knowing what else to say. I can't say I love him, the word won't roll off my tongue. "I wanna leave," I mumbled, watching him frown at me. "How long has it been since you've been home?" That question... that stupid question... why does he have to ask it? "Three days, I couldn't be there anymore after-" I choked, the lump in my throat stopping me from continuing my sentence. "He died," Carter finished for me, causing my eyes to avert to the window. "Yeah..." I said, my voice sounding pained, "how did you know?" Suddenly Carter's posture changed, he seemed uncomfortable at the question. "Uh- well- we- Jason-" He stammered, not letting anymore than one word leave his mouth. "What?" I went to sit up but my stomach had a jolt of pain and I winced, Carter forcing me back d

