*Anna*
I'm drowning.
The only thing I can feel is my lungs constricting painfully, but I can't get any air into them.
It's painful.
I try to reach the surface but I'm sinking further as the minutes pass. There's no one to reach out to.
There's no one by my side.
And just as I wake from my nightmare, I enter another one. My eyes are always heavy, and I can barely breathe. But, I can't open my mouth. I'm not allowed to. He's made sure that I will be to afraid to even breathe through my mouth. Even though I've learned my lesson, I still can't forget the taste of water in my throat. Water mixed with blood. I still see his right hand man, covering my face with a rug and pouring water over my face until I can no longer swallow and start to choke. My hands restricted and I can't do anything
