Two days went by so slowly after Ximon left with Therese. He hasn’t come home since then while I spend my days contemplating about what happened.I don’t know what to think anymore. Does it really not matter even an ounce to him?
Only because Therese went back to him, he will just forget everything?
“Stop it Julia! Don’t be such a fool!” I berated myself. I am clearly going insane with thinking about everything.
“She is his girlfriend, you, you are nothing to him…” I've been saying this to myself over and over the past few days but I still don't feel better. Because if what happened between us doesn't matter to him, well it does for me!
Not only because that was my first time. But because I love him…
I love him.
I already admitted that fact to myself while I was confining myself here
