Chapter Eighteen
A week after my adventures at the shack, I sat in the living room after dinner with all the regulars, as well as Will and three or four others I hadn’t yet met. I think there were ten in all. I’d been waiting all week to talk with Reggie about Gus, the shack, the stablemen, anal s*x and everything else that had been consuming my thoughts in the past few days. I wanted to discuss where he was headed next with my training – I’d even considered stepping away from such intense s****l exploits or ending my training altogether. I was terribly confused about the whole matter of what I wanted – other than my ongoing desire for him, which I was beginning to doubt would ever be fulfilled. Despite several attempts during the week to initiate that conversation, Reggie was always too
