Slumping with exhaustion at last, I watch listlessly as the clock ticks down.
Four minutes…three minutes…two…one… I’m so sorry I defied you, my beloved. I would have happily spent eternity groveling at your feet. I’d have cherished every spurning kick and contemptuous curse with my entire enslaved soul. Instead I’ve ruined everything. But at least you’ve provided me with this opportunity to explore the infinite depths of my perversion, to understand the kind of person I truly am. I will die now as your contemptible effeminate b***h, not even worthy of drinking your piss.
Twenty seconds…fifteen…ten…I can almost believe I hear footsteps in the hall, Adona coming to redeem me at the very last second perhaps. But of course that’s impossible, nothing but ridiculous wishful thinking. It’s fa
