Hope
It's late and I can't sleep I've been tossing and turning. I keep thinking about what's going on. I know I have to go back sooner or later but for now I don't want to deal with this mess and with his possessive nature.
He lied about her being in his room and I found her disgusting bra in his bed! What else is there to consider? I guess once a player always a player. I cannot believe I slept on his bed after she was there. I get out of bed, head towards the kitchen and make myself a cup of tea. I hate feeling like this, my life was so simple before him and yet, with everything that's happened I still feel pain when I think of my life without him.
All of a sudden I hear banging on the door. Who the hell could that be? then I remember that my grandparents are very close to their nei
