Rose POV Why am I alive? Why is he here? Why is he holding my hand? Why should I look at him? Why can't I die? Those questions kept playing in my mind. He might have gone through much pain but he has no right to t*****e me. I just wanted to hold him close and comfort him at some point. Now he deserves more. He took hazel away from me. Her voice was present in my life since I was in diapers. Now it feels like ages since I talked to her as usual. We only fought or ignored each other since meeting Noah. Looking back to when I was with Mia in the garden. I feel even more pain for me and for him. ~flashback ~ 'Noah told me you'ee his mate." I kept my head down not wanting to answer. Not having anything to say actually. " I also know he made you go through collaring. " There was a long

