Rise of the Broken Luna

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Fawn POV

I force my body to relax despite the hand that is drawing lazy circles on my hip. I had hoped that he would be gone by the time I opened my eyes this morning, but no such luck. He scoots closer, pressing his front to my back. I fight the urge to gag when he presses his hardening c**k against my backside. There is no way on the goddess's green earth that I'm letting his disgusting d**k anywhere near me.

He presses a warm, wet kiss to my neck and starts to grind against me. Without a second thought, I jump out of bed like my a** is on fire and rush for the bathroom. As soon as I'm inside, I kneel in front of the toilet. When I hear footsteps getting closer, I groan. I wish I was nauseous this morning, but I'm not. I wrap my arm around my stomach and lay down curling into a ball on the cold floor. Seth's sharp intake of breath lets me know he has stepped into the bathroom.

"Fawn, what's wrong," he asks as he scoops me up in his arms. "I don't know Seth, but I don't feel right. My stomach really hurts. I've never felt pain like this before. I'm scared." His steps falter, but he quickly corrects himself. "It will be alright, my love. I'm taking you to see Dr. Evans. I'm sure he will know what's happening. He will be able to make the pain stop," he says. It's hard to believe how much feelings can change in such a short period of time. A few days ago, I believed this man was the love of my life, but today I feel nothing but hate.

Hate knowing he was willing to sacrifice our bond and pup for what he believes is the betterment of the pack. Despite all he said about accepting me, he believes I'm weak. I may be born of omega blood, but I am not weak. I would never sacrifice the people I love. I will protect my pup until my last breath. Five minutes later, we step into the pack hospital. Two nurses rush toward us.

"Get Dr. Evans now," Seth says before they can even ask what's going on. Less than two minutes later, Derek steps into the foyer. His eyes meet Seth's in silent confirmation and I fight the bile that rises in my throat. I never really knew this man. The man I thought he was, is nothing like the man he truly is.

"Dr. Evans, something is wrong. Fawn is in a lot of pain. I thought the medicine you gave her would help her. What the hell is happening," he asks. If I didn't know better, I'd believe he was actually concerned. "Bring her this way, Alpha. I will assess what's happening. This can't be from the medicine. There was nothing in it that should be causing her pain. In fact, by now she should be feeling better," he says.

"I was feeling better until this morning," I say in a small voice. "It will be alright, Fawn. Dr. Evans will make the pain stop," he says. I can feel Baron's worry through our bond. I want to scream save your fake concern to the wolf that should have protected our bond, but I stay quiet. He is just as disgusting as his human, maybe even more. He should never have allowed Seth to betray me. He should have put our bond first. I will never forgive either of them.

By this time tomorrow, I will be far away from this pack and Seth. What I wouldn't give to see his face the moment he realizes that I'm gone. When he realizes that I know everything he did to betray me. Every part of me wishes I could reject him, but Anna was right. After I told her everything and my plan to leave, she told me I couldn't risk rejecting him. I know I looked at her like she had lost her mind, but she is right. The minute I reject him and the pack, he will know I'm leaving. We will have no chance to put distance between us and this place.

I still can't believe Derek is willing to leave with me. He owes me nothing, but he seems protective of me. He still hasn't told me anything about himself, but Juniper insists we can trust him. As soon as I'm sitting in bed, Derek starts to check me over. When he presses on my belly, I groan and flinch. "Luna, I'm going to run some tests, but in the meantime I'm going to give you a shot for pain. It might not take it away completely, but it will take the edge off," he says.

I nod without hesitation. Even if I don't truly know Derek, I trust my wolf. He leaves and Seth immediately moves to sit on my bed. He takes my hand in his. I moan, yanking my hand from his and grip my stomach. "Please make it stop Seth" I say laying it on thick. The door to the room opens and Seth growls. "Why the f**k is she in so much pain," he asks. He doesn't finish the sentence, but I know he wants to ask why having a miscarriage is hurting me so much.

I can feel his and Baron's worry and regret through our bond, but I immediately block them out. It's far too late for regret now. I roll on my side just as Derek steps next to my bed. He flashes a syringe filled with a clear liquid before grabbing my IV. "This should help the pain, Luna. I want you to rest until the blood work comes back," he says. He pushes the clear liquid slowly, and I'm shocked when I can taste salt on my tongue.

I make a mental note to ask him what he gave me when we are far away from this place. A few seconds later, I let my body relax and my eyes flutter closed. I even try to relax my breathing. The sound of the door clicking shut, and complete silence has my body relaxing even more. Only a few more hours and I will no longer be Seth's Luna.

Seth POV

I know I'm doing the right thing, but I can't stop the guilt that is bubbling up inside me when I see her lying on the bathroom floor. I wasn't exactly sure when the medicine would dispose of the pup, but I'm sure that's what's happening. As soon as Evans gives her the medicine for pain, I feel like I can breathe again. I never expected her to be in so much pain. Seeing her hurting is making the guilt so much worse. As soon as her body relaxes, I motion for him to step out of the room.

Once we are in the hallway, I slam him against the wall. "Why the f**k didn't you tell me she was going to be in so much pain? My wolf wants to snap your neck for hurting our mate and I have half a mind to let him." "With all due respect, Alpha, I was simply following your orders. You are the one that wanted the pup gone. Forcing the pup from her womb is painful. The body is trying to protect the pup while the medicine fights against it. The medicine I gave her should help," he says.

A nurse stepping into the hallway has me releasing my hold on him. He isn't wrong. I did alpha command him. I just never expected her to be in so much pain. I hate seeing her suffer. I know if anyone learned what I did, they wouldn't believe I love her, but I do. I have since the first moment I scented her.

"Alpha, she will be resting for a while if you have things you need to attend to," he says. "Nothing is more important than her. I'm going to run to our room and grab a change of clothes for tonight, since she will be staying, so will I. Have the omegas bring an extra bed into the room for me. I also want you to keep her medicated until she passes the pup."

"Of course Alpha. I can stay with her until you return," he says. I nod before turning to walk back through the corridor. Once I'm outside, I breathe deep. Anger and guilt are coursing through me. "I told you not to do this, but you insisted your father was right," Baron says. "That is not helping right now. I did what I had to do in order to secure our legacy and a strong bloodline. I love Fawn, you know that." "I do know that, but you better pray she never finds out what you've done. She will never forgive us," he says.

When I finally reach the pack house, I've gotten my emotions under control. I suspect the guilt won't go away until Fawn is completely back on her feet. I make my way toward the stairs intending to head right to our room when my title being said in Gabriella's sickly sweet voice has me pausing my stride. I turn to face her, my teeth clenched. "What do you need Gabriella?"

"I wanted to check on you and the Luna. I had heard she was taken to the hospital. I wanted to make sure she was alright," she says with faux concern.

Baron growls and the anger from earlier returns with a vengeance. I grab her by the arm and drag her toward my office. As soon as we are inside, I grab her by the hair. "You are a slow learner. Perhaps you aren't the best choice to give me a pup, since you don't seem very smart." Panic flashes in her eyes. "I really was worried Alpha. I know seeing your Luna hurt would upset you. I care for you Alpha. I'm sorry for how I acted before. I would never do anything to upset you intentionally," she pleads. Baron flashes an image in my mind of us punishing this b**ch and a smile crosses my face. "On your f**king knees" I say, before turning to lock the door.