Sleep was far away. How can I sleep after receiving that peice of information? Shiva is one of the speakers for tomorrow's event? Did he have a hand in getting me in for the program? No. He didn't even know I applied. That was evident on his face when I told him about the event. The surprise was genuine. But will everyone else understand that I got here on my own? I really doubt. There's nothing wrong in getting in through contacts. That's a wise and tactful way of moving forward but I always found a sense of pride when I did things on my own, not with the help of someone I know or someone who knows me. Will this change tomorrow just because of the speakers is my husband? Well, I hope not. There are a total of 6 speakers and 2 hosts who will host the entire program tomorrow. There's nothi

