I was sort of terrified right now. But I hold it in as I release my lantern into the sky with all the others. I try to stop the trembling of my hands and I hoped that he didn’t see my body going through that state. I know I was the one who asked him to do the rejection, but I guess deep down I had hoped he would never actually go through with it. I stand there for the longest time, seeing Safina walk up to Shane, letting me know she came after all. A small touch of his hand hits my own, making me look over to him. He slightly nods his head for me to follow and I do reluctantly. It’s probably best to get this s**t over with. Radolf wouldn’t stop walking back and forth in agitation, a small whimper coming out of him every now and then. “Radolf, by any chance are you able to speak to his

