SOPHIA I feel panic seep deep into my blood. I frantically search here and there-everywhere really- for a place to escape. I wonder why I even agreed to come to the mall. My mother would have managed shopping for my 'non-wedding' just fine by herself. Instead, she dragged me with her. Now I'm going to face the consequences. Just when I see the perfect place to hide ─under a bench─ Abdallah's eyes land on me. I see surprise on his face that is soon replaced by something I don't even want to register. Hurt. Why can't he be like other men and not care? Why . . . why the hell does my heart ache seeing him hurt? He stares at me as if trying to excuse my behavior from yesterday. I don't understand. Now I'm panicking for an entirely different reason. Because I think I let my walls down

