Juliette the first six months... It's July. And it's my birthday. July the fifteenth. To be honest, I feel so lost. And confused. I'm just as confused as this weather. Sometimes it rains cats and dogs. Sometimes the sun is sinister. Sometimes it's a battle between the sun and the rain and the wind and the clouds. Maybe that's why I'm a confused human being. Because I was born in a confused season. Summer. That makes me a confused little cancer. That's why I'm at a party that I don't even enjoy but still put on a smile, throw my arms in the air and scream to the loud music like I'm having the time of my life. To be honest, this is not where I wanted to be at twenty six. I mean, I have a booming career and a fat bank account for someone my age. But that's not what I wanted. I'm not ev

