I can't tell how grateful I am to everyone especially Fero . I am back from my void , I couldn't touch I could only hear and blink .Damien looked after me , he never left me he never gave up on me. Looking back I realize Damien never broke his promise , he said he would come back ... and he did . He was there for Knight , for me , he has always been here we just didnt notice and ignored the obvious signs. I decided to have some picnic with Knight . He and I have not had a conversation since I got married to Roman, I feel like we are drifting apart and I dont like it at all. Damien and Fero stayed at home with Amadora. "So tell me how you have been , its been long since we talked "I said . "I have been awesome mom , Fero is treating me great."he said . I know he is still feeling sc

