I curled my hair to the side, no more lousy bangs . I shopped online for bustiers , and thigh highstockings , I even bought a stripper pole . Damien and I didn't speak for two days .I managed to ignore him, barely saying a word to him and I knew it was starting to take a toll on him. He noticed my new hairdo,he seemed impressed by the look on his face. I slept in the guestroom but would wake up in his room his arms wrapped around me then I would quietly crawl out of bed and headback to the guestroom , clever husband would carry carried me while I was asleep . It's normal for men in this kind of lifestyle to cheat , it happened to my mom and she had a lover to keep her company . Maybe I should have a lover but I know damn well Damien won't hesitate to kill him with his barehan

