Sawyer
It was too intimate and I haven’t done intimacy like that since that night, the last night I was willingly in the arms of a man I thought I loved. The song he was singing gave me butterflies and knots at the same time. The ambiance would have been perfect for this romantic moment and I thought I was ready for it. I thought I could do it but as he sang those words, memories flooded into my mind, terrible memories that I thought I forgotten but they resurfaced. I closed my eyes, hoping that I could picture this moment with Finn and go for it because hell, we both wanted to, that much was evident.
Everyone could see it but we were in denial for a while.
I’m tired of fighting this attraction. For once, I deserve to get what I want and Finn was what I wanted.
Almost there, I was almo
